exposed

Today, this blog goes public.

I'm tired of hiding. I'm tired of keeping myself shut up and safe from the world. Today, my thoughts are out, for anyone to read. I no longer care.




...because it isn't the random few strangers that might accidentally stumble upon this blog that I have to be afraid of. It's me... I am my worst critic, I am the one that prevents any of my ideas or dreams becoming reality. I am the one that puts myself down mercilessly and causes me to trip in the dirt and fall before I even spread my wings. I can't get away from the one thing that holds me down, so why bother hiding?

Fuck it. I give up.

i - don't - care - anymore.


(I wish that were true...)